4 a.m and silence

sigh! sometimes i wonder where life's taking me. it's 4 am and i am writing a blog though i really have nothing to say right now. it's sooo quiet all around and my hand hurts from a whole day of sitting in front of the comp at work and then online at home...

should i feel guilty for losing my sleep and wasting my time? or should i believe that this is a lazy start to something colourful and fun... lets wait and watch...